Obstacle to success

To achieve success is most likely to win. But success is not winning. To success does not need to race but to win needs to race with competitor or judge. Success is satisfaction.
Well, I need to be both but I am not success yet because I'm not satisfied. For me, I will never success because there are still not enough valuable subjective. I declare myself that I'm winning but till now never been won and I don't want to be a winner.
So my obstacle to success is lack of satisfaction. Whenever or whatsoever, my winning is still the key to step forward and yet still not to win till then.
My secret of my winning is "Trust" If someone trusts you with no condition that means you are winning otherwise you'll be a loser when trust breaks.
My success is "business" Whatever business I'm running for now is not productive to extra income. So that means my valuable subjective is income and satisfaction is productive.
So now, I'm counting on making business with moral support from clients, friends and family. It's all I need . . .

Open Mind

Well . . . as a refreshment breath taker, I need to review & reorganize my thoroughly life to more simple complicated methods of surviving materials.
More particular material is mentality or use of thought, and the method is maturity in which I can make it as simple as a brain-wash to positive thinking as to produce a more better valuable material. By the way, we also cannot throw away the negative because it is our preparation of circumstances as well as our awareness of prevention.
To those who don't get what I mean, don't worry . . . it's only a thought.

1st Sight

In my experience, I would never knew what I would be in the next career. All I wished to be was to stay unemployed or self-employed and spend most of my time with my family. What a great relaxing harmonic relief feeling has to be as my retiring moment was approaching in month by month, week by week till day by day to the moment of the truth. In my own sentence is "I want to own my own business."
Now, my dreams come true but bare in mind that never all the dreams are truly true with fortunate piece of mind. It is hard either to express or present ourselves what we want to be or not to be as well as to ignore or to face the circle of life of any circumstances. Well for me I would rather say that I have to live as well as to stay alive . . .
This is a very good start for me as a new refresh human civilization of manual geared motion (no more under command with on time demand). This means I have to do just anything to fill up everything I need and also not to forget to spare most of everything as to keep my heart beatings.